Story Of My High School Life
My entire high school carreer, my boy life has sucked. I just always seem to have the worst luck, and i always end up with somebody that is either totally opposite to me, or somebody who takes advantage of me and treats me like total shit. I am always the stupid one who never notices it either until someone points it out to me, or I finally after months and months realise it for myself. All in all, the male species and myself are a terrible mix.
The worst part about this entire situation, is that ever since grade nine there has been that one boy. My absolute bestest friend. The one guy that i can not imagine my life without. The one guy who knows more about me than all of my other friends, past boyfriends and parents all put together. He knows my every thought and emotion, and he has ever since 3 years ago. I am my total and complete self around him, and he would never ever do anything to ever put me in a bad mood or to hurt me. The worst part about everything is that i cant ever see whats right in front of me, this entire time. An amazing guy who knows my whole world, and who i love to death. And it hurts me to know that it has taken me this long to realize it.
Its just too hard to put a friendship like ours at risk. I cant imagine something happening between the two of us, and me losing you. That would make my whole world fall apart. Life, would be so dull without you everyday just like i have had for the past three years.
This is where i need to make a decision; risk it or leave things as it is…..Fuck.
